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Sunday, August 3, 2008, 4:21 PM
On the rocks; about to part; on the verge of breaking apart; and all the negative things that you can say about it. Okay, maybe I'm exaggerating. But one thing is true-we have a problem here. I've been trying to keep it together... however it just won't. I know how precious it is. What should i do?? What am i supposed to do?? How do i go on about it?? I'm about to give up. i really don't know what can i do. I know she's just saying it to assure me, however its obvious that she's not speaking from the bottom of her heart, or the problem lies with me or i'm just too sensitive?? I don't know. Should i be happy?? Should i be sad?? My mind's full of question marks, waiting for someone to answer them. But, maybe, they cannot be answered. Why not? you will ask. Okay, maybe I will say: " I really don't know."
My mind's in a whirl... ... I'm typing, deleting, typing, deleting, unsure of whther to type it or not. Many things bottled in my heart. Putting a false front. Finding someone. Maybe i've made a decision that is - to give up, but, on the other hand maybe i've NOT made a decision. "To give up or not to give up?" i ask myself.