♥ life's problems challenges
Wednesday, September 1, 2010, 8:29 PM
sorry...
trying, really. at least i think.
it's that barrier. that stupid barrier which i need to cross.
sorry, sorry. i couldn't/cannot help it. or maybe i could?
that i have to ask myself.
♥ what better way to brighten up a gloomy monday?
Monday, July 12, 2010, 8:33 PM
hello. its been a while eh.
bored. so damn bored.
got stuff to do but lazy. bored. damn bored.
whatever.
):
other schools have no school today or start late!
not fairrrrrrrrr.
):
we don't have!):
so tired today, chiong-ed maths almost the whole day today like some kind of shit.
its time for me to get some rest!
yay!
and just leave all my stuff i need to do untouched :D
great idea man.
i should do something about my life man.
really.
Really.
im bored.
as in not meaning now, i mean, life.
as a whole.
i decided!
i shall skip the 9 o'clock channel 8 show todaee.
and what shall i do with the time? i don't know, slack?
ohoh maybe i should just like go to bed early for once?
oh. whatever.
bye.
♥ phone spoileddddd):
Monday, July 5, 2010, 1:48 PM
gah. i should have more of a life man. totally.
sian. its youth day holiday and i don't know what i am doing at home.
facing the computer. haiz. how nice if my life is as dramatic as the channel 8 tv dramas, how cool will that be?
but when it is simple, you want it dramatic, when its dramatic, you hope like shit it will be simple.
life's like that.
sigh~
i also don't know what i want. i don't want to go to school, neither do i want to stay at home, neither do i want to...
aiya forget it.
someone, read my mind!
and ya, i just woke up, hehe.
i know it's late, but also cos my phone is spoiled and there is no alarm or whatsoever -.-,
even if i wake up early i also don't know what to do with my life. so, wake up early for what!
eh, good idea leh, i should just like wake up at 6 or something, then spam tv the whole night then wake up tomorrow morning and go to school. then after school, i sleep until 6 and continue this vicious cycle :D
applause please.
haha, thank you.
now i will take my leave. cos i also don't know what to say now.
oh ya, one thing to say-
byebye.
♥ hibernation in progress..
Wednesday, June 30, 2010, 11:57 PM
fourth day of school!, actually haven start yet luh, but yes, in a few hours.
im like totally stoning the whole way through.
its great that we ended early on monday and next monday we don't have lesson! YAY! youthday!♥
cos monday the lessons kinda suck, and end so late summore, the latest of the wholee week):
but thursday equally boring. especially thursday, late day, end school early, but the lessons suck BIG TIME. totally. in one day, all the lessons are like english, maths, chinese, science. wtf.
my mum keep chui-ing me to go sleep now and so i gotta do so -.-
but at least tomorrow is late day, so no need wake up so early! :D
but only awhile, bout 40 mins? okay luh, its ALOT, considering in the morning, when everybody is like dying from lack of sleep, one extra minute to sleep also good, HAHA :D
okay nights then!
(:
♥ back to schoool!
Sunday, June 27, 2010, 11:02 PM
sigh.
in a few hours time its gonna be back to the mundane life of me.
not that my life wasn't mundane before it.
i guess this gonna be a short one, have to go sleep early, if not my mum will start again. O:
and i haven packed my bag yet 0.0
but also nothing much to bring so, idc!
no more late nights,):
have to wake up so early tomorrow morning leh!
ah, i hate transition periods.
now have to get used to back-to-school life, great.
think also sian.
i can't believe so fast leh, one month just like that!
zooom. and gone.
next hols is the september righht? long timeee, moreover only 1 week):
k gtg byeee D:
♥ can't think of one right now,
Saturday, June 26, 2010, 1:56 PM
to commemorate the last day of the june hols (okay technically not, but not counting the weekends, so..)
aiya, actually not really..
yesterday my dad was on leave so we thought of going to check out the recently opened 2 days ago(? thurs) marina bay sands
err, it was kind of boring luh, but anyway kinda expected, it just opened, how alive can you expect it to be. a lot of shops were like not opened yet, so it was rather quiet. but of course there was the casino!, eeyer how i wish i can go in lorh): even if im not underage i think i wouldn't step in also cos of the 100 bucks fee D:
haiz sian.
my dad didn't go in too, he went there to check out the area AROUND the casino, not THE casino :D but anyway, he doesn't gamble, so.. yea.
so ended up spending the whole day outside, i reached home at about like 12am?
so boring so decided to leave the place, there were like "bodyguards" all around, wearing like oversized red blazers :S, i think to guide people around?
so we walked allll the way to marina square instead, then walked city link to raffles city at bout 7-8 to meet my mum then had dinner.
friday night, all the eateries and pubs so crowded, plus still got world cup.
we ended up eating dinner like at 9.30 cos we couldn't find a place, all packed):
so for once, im finally making the effort to post pictures. like for once! even though im very busy, in a way (i have lots of stuff to clear by 4! and now its 2 :O) so appreciate it! even if its not much :D
actually taken this cos scared cannot remember the directions to go, but at the end also no need, cos just follow the crowd, lots of people! and cos there were already signs around.
"ma-ri-naa b-ayy sands" haha only can see partially of the flipped words
(and look! the durrrian! HAHA)
ahhh! can see the whole thing already :D so long, was like straining to get the whole thing
lookie! the people with the oversized red blazers! :o i mean the ones with long black pants, not the guy opening his arms. obviously not that guy, they are like hands behind back, legs closed, back straight, haha.
"proper posture! we need to give foreigners a good impression! so remember, stand straight and SMILLE".
(probably what their supervisor or whoever would tell them, haha)
isn't this the platform where the person stand there and hit the gong when the place officially opened?
huggge water feature! haha, at first it wasn't working, but afterwards they turned it on, lots of people were snapping pics, so i decided to snap one too, HAHA. retard much xD
i know the pictures weren't snapped well but, heck.
(i'd better start doing my work-theory, if not my mum's machine gun gonna start O:)
♥ fuck.
Friday, June 25, 2010, 12:49 AM
as in seriously. fuck.
im like totally going bonkers because of the IH essay.
JUST BECAUSE OF ONE PART. IF NOT I COULD ALREADY BE SHAKING LEG LIAO LORH.
stupid. do whole afternoon also cannot find anything on the internet.
waste my precious time)': what's left of the june holidays D':
UGH.
its like so near but yet so far.
ITS LIKE THE LAST PART.
problem is i can't finish it. well, i can't even START it.
fuck.
i promise myself, if can't finish, no sleep.
YAY.
great life i have man.
--
(25 min later at 01:15am)
[the volcano officially erupts, spewing hot lava and rocks and stones and... a provocative picture.]

how the hell do you expect me to read all that?! -.-
btw, scroll down still got some more leh!
also dunnoe whether got help anot, later read already then find out is useless info i bu shi waste my time reading crap like that?!
HAHA. didn't bother reading, found another LOOKS helpful site, PLEASE UH, END MY TORTURE!! :O
--
(1 hour 35 min later at 02:50am)
ITS TIME TO PARTAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
what do you expect from a person's mouth just after he/she has completed something so... (erm. you get it)?!
OMG. JOY HAPPINESS PEACE CHEEEEESE!!
yayayayayyaayyay!
finalllllly, completed IH essay!
but doesn't mean the end, still have to memorise. but thats okay! cos ive been staring at it for hours, its hard not to remember those small(well, not exactly) times new roman words!
but at least! one milestone! :D
omg. im like happy can.
then tomorrow can RELAX! and for the rest of the miserable time left of june hols...):
kaykay, CYA! :D
(somehow i don't feel tired 0: )
♥ bye-bye-big-break!
Wednesday, June 23, 2010, 11:05 PM
sigh.
i just realised how not-ready i am for school yet):
just saw the new timetable. haiz, sian. big time man.
its like imminent-- whatever. aiya, that type of feeling...
if i knew will like that then i don't see already, mustwhy see on sunday, sunday then worry and sian and whatever :S
now my mood is like totally spoiled):
sigh.
anyway going to sleep already, hope wake up then forget everything (mission impossible!) and continue life as usual haha!
wah, june holidays havent even ended yet and im already thinking about the december holidays!);
这次有的受了):
hope can quickly adjust back to school life..
--
drafting out IH essay now, im like realllly procrastinating and whatever, idc anymore luh.
stupid IH.
but i think i will still choose it in the end :X
aiya. i dun wan study liao.
YAY! FREEDOM AND LIBERTY! :D
(and ya, i was supposed to continue doing my essay now, but i don't know how, i digressed or whatever, went to km website, and landed up here :O)
haha. okay luh, gtg already.
its either to bed or to essay.
which?
okay, i be good, if not i won't be able to finish on time.
TO THE ESSAY!
♥ im not ready yet):
Tuesday, June 22, 2010, 12:37 AM
aww. officially 6 more days to the end of holidayys!):
depressing eh.
omgod i can't believe i just chionged finish the whole book of animal farm! now my eyes are like totally popping out :o got a bad headache...
lol i was like page 118, coming soon, chiong uh! then readreadread, then 118, 10 more pages! and etcetcetc
(hahahahh)
hais. so now left is the IH research, the toughest of them all.
great man. i hate essays, i think i rather have the essay as the holiday homework.):
no other materials allowed during the test! that means really must go understand and shit
sigh, sad life.
but still not that bad though, compared to others...
totally slacked this hols, how come time like pass so fast?!
usually like very long):
Ayee!
LET TIME FREEZE NOWWWWW!
(as in not literally now, now i want to sleep already xD )
aiya i know i keep complaining how short this holiday is like and stuff, but i should just like enjoy the last few remaining days and stuff blahblahblah right
...
k, goodnightsweetdreamsdon'tletthebedbugsbite!
♥ back.
Monday, June 14, 2010, 2:04 AM
sigh.
just came back from malaysia, as in like JUST.
bout 15 mins ago reached home...
time passes so fast..
now is like the third week of hols already):
they say time passes fast when you're enjoying yourself,
but im not really like ENJOYING the hols leh,
just don't want it to end):
now so late liao,
gottago sleep soon.
haiz.
♥ lifelifelife. pfft.
Sunday, June 6, 2010, 2:19 AM
omg what is the time now. i should really like close my eyes and SLEEP.
wake up 6.15 tomorrow :O
damn, i sure dead one.
but too bad for me lorh, who ask me do that.
life so unfair lorh.
aiya whatever luh.
and shit man.
holiday homework! haven even start yet lorh. so sian.
i should just like stop rotting at home.
aiya whateverrr.
and...ya. GOOODNIGHT!
i mean morning. :D
♥
Saturday, June 5, 2010, 12:00 AM
all time low again..
):
ugh, still got this stupid piece of theory to do
sian leh.
can't sleep ughh
went to have xray today. :o
kill alot of my cells :o
ahh, i wanna wanna go to the celeb car boot sale tomorrow leh! ):
i mean today, saturday, past 12 liao.
can't go cos got chi tuition D':
walau, life sucks luh.
as in not only cos of that.
♥ life sucks man.
Monday, May 31, 2010, 9:48 PM
lol, i just downloaded MF.
haha
is it google chrome or my computer huh, internet ALWAYS disconnected.
unlike when i use IE that time. but dont think i will change back to IE luh, i prefer GC's layout.
IE so plain :S
wait uh, lemme try MF :D
but i still prefer GC's layout leh, simpler(:
and gonna take guitar acredi--- ah whatever.
its exam! yay at least i'll have a grade in guitar :D
it'll be this... thursday!(:
and ITS THE JUNE HOLS! REJOICE,REJOICE! :D
wah heng, not so much homework. i think..?
nvr check :x haiz, sian):
the IH field trip no shopping!):
ugh. stupid.
but it was quite not bad considering for a field trip.
food + accomodation, thumbsup! :D
and its officially 1 hour to the end of the first day of the june hols! :D
haha okay i know, bo liao :X
(okay, maybe not so much. but life still sucks.)
♥ getlost.
Thursday, May 13, 2010, 10:35 PM
can you like just shut up for once -.-ugh. forget it.
ahgagagagaga~
life sucks man.
okay, positive. :D
AND I TELL YOU RIBENA AND SOYA BEAN TOTALLY DOES NOT MATCH.
tastes like soyabean got spoiled or something. ew.
i was like expecting some nice blackcurrant taste): came out soursour soya bean.
ended up pouring most of it away. D:
i still like greentea soya bean! :D
HAHA.
well. i should be studying right.
and what am i doing on my com -.-
totally sian leh.
to go and collate allll the science worksheets and start mugging):
stupid luh. got a monday instead of thursday):
less THREE days to study leh. thats like a lot!
AH.
LA oralpresentation!
for some reason im stressed.
AND OMG WHY IS THE WEATHER NOWADAYS SO CRAZY!
THE TEMP HERE IS LIKE FREAKING HIGH.
okay.
au revoir.
:D
♥ i have, cos you have.
Wednesday, May 12, 2010, 11:16 PM
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
stupid tests and whatnot! >:(
there is like thinking, LA oralpres. , err, GS! street name and 20 questions!); and... erm LA roman crosswords puzzle, and OMG how could i forget. IS TEST GEOG PHYSICS BIO, watthe?!, and logreport..!):
ugh. stupid, all crammed in like two weeks.
today still got two tests summore):
MATHS. kill me now man. but aiya, dc :X
but anyway, i sure fail de. so... ya.
left a few questions blank man. totally luh.
HAHA. got one surds/indices question, then got the negative index, and what squareroot fraction i just left that longlong question blank, maybe not if you count rewriting down the question :X
the question looked so intimidating):
AIYA BUT NVM. ITS OVER SO YA. :D
NEXT TO MUG FOR IS):
OH MAN, MY PHYSICS SUCK LIKE SHIT CAN.
took me so long to understand everything for the previous test and now i forget everything AND now i must understand EVERYTHING OVER AGAIN.
just kill me.
thinking test? i dunnoe how to do that totally. so fuzha. venndiagrams?! enough of maths D:
okay my GPA is byebye.
YAY.great.
the new 9 o'clock show is nice man! :D
♥ ICANDOIT!:D
Monday, May 10, 2010, 8:43 PM
ugh. my stomach's been acting crazy these few days :S
queasy and painful?
--
the tests are cominnn.):
D:
mugmugug all over again. i totally forgot everything bout physics! now i have to study ALLOVERAGAIN D:
ugh. sciencetest):
MATHSTOO!
i totally horribled the few english tests can, all almost fail! :X
that means i have to do really well for the upcoming oral presentation.
ouch. queasy again.
byefornow.
♥
Monday, May 3, 2010, 2:11 PM
walau, the IH debate is so making me crazy.
what with all the stupid research.
>:(
♥ 红星大奖missedmissedmissed!):
Sunday, April 25, 2010, 11:15 PM
ugh, i feel so... erm, sad/bad?
aye, i dunnoe how to say):
cos i missed 红星大奖! D''':
went out to have dinner!
i know can watch it online luh, but dun have the 气氛)':
only watched the 5.30 to 6.30 one where the stars walk the red carpet the 星光大道..
also missed last week's one leh!, went out for dinner again:X
and i still haven even watch finish last week one, still left quite alot, sob.
nehmind!
im gonna watch tmrw! :D
hope got time.):
haha,(:
B.
♥ RIP,
Friday, April 16, 2010, 10:53 PM
first came, left after, lost contact.
second came, left after, lost contact, gained contact.
now, gone. forever.
♥.
♥ too much trust.
Thursday, April 15, 2010, 10:20 PM
it was expected of him to do that anyway,
--
the stupid maths assignment, i tell you, is like blasting my brain.
wth. i dun even like. understand what they are trying to ask me can!
ugh,
oh, forget it.
but nvmm!
there's debate tmrw, think it'll be funfunfun!
haha.
and omg, no PE for the rest of the termmm!
YAY.
but PE is fun sometimes... so yea.
tmrw is a friday!
yay?
:D
♥ let the clocks tick.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010, 12:02 AM
on this very day, am i supposed to be happy?
well, i finally understand.
finallyfinally understand.
it just takes time. and maturity, i guess?
just wait for the time to come. age,
♥ perspective. it's all about it.
Tuesday, April 13, 2010, 11:48 AM
HI.
at bytzzz now!:D
02 is having their punny lesson here!
haha(:
YAYAYAYAY!
tmrw no lesson!:D:D:D
haha three cheers!(:
pleasepleaseplease, no guitar!
if not i will... murder.
HAHA.
facebook went bonkers. again.
ANDAND.
omg. just had NAPHA.
and... yea.
ANDANDAND!
I FINALLYFINALLY SETTLED MY ONEMONTHPLUS LONG CRAVING FOR SUBWAYYYY!:D
HAHA. had subway on saturday!:D
BYEBYEEE!:D
♥ more judgements.
Saturday, April 10, 2010, 12:27 AM
YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!:D
FINALLY CHANGED SKIN!!(:
OHIMUHSOGLADCHINESECOMPO'SOVER!
WASSTRESSEDLIKESIAOMAN.
okay enough of capslocking:D
back to hat-locking!
ugh. haven started on my maths individual assign. yet):
see the paper-- sian.
haiya..., still have to pass up on fridayyyyayayyyye.
haha. okay.
byebye,!
fornow,
♥
Wednesday, April 7, 2010, 12:07 AM
JUSTDOWNLOADEDGOOGLECHROME.
MUCHEASIERTOUSETHANIE!
BYE! :D
♥ cherish them while you can.
Sunday, March 28, 2010, 9:20 PM
its sunday.
night):
sian.
need to wake up damn early tomorrow.
sigh.
im like chionging jianbao now.
since shakespeare assignment is pass up on friday then dun bother doing it :X
hahaa.
and omg.
i just realised that its my groups maths presentation in the morning at like 8am!
the veryveryvery first period of the day D:
im so praying msting will not bombard us with her very difficult questions...
gotta start my jianbaooo.
♥ thefinalgoodbye.
, 3:07 AM
D:
realised after that that i DID screw up the first performance.
sound was too loud.):
"averlynn! I want to kill you! the sound too loud! cannot hear them talk!" shaoyuan.
:X
LOL.
why am i still awake at this hour.
okay, i need to sleep BADLY.
and omg,
i love mrs tan for delaying our shakespeare assignment!
haha. i was about to start doing when i received the msg :D
and its GOOODFRIDAYY next erm. friday.
:D
:D
:D
ah well. back to drama.
hmmm. wonder what we gonna have after this for E&D.
hope we have nothing, then can go home!(:
im like really sleepy now.
♥ dramamamamamamamaa.
Friday, March 26, 2010, 3:59 PM
OMG. DRAMAAA.
we just finished the first performance!
YAY! heard it was awesome :D
greatgreatgreat!
PEOPLE WERE LAUGHINGGGG! :D
HAHA.
phew.
im so glad i din screw up the sounds.
i was like hyperventilating throughout the whole thing man.
like totally.
next up is the 8pm VERYVERYIMPORTANT showww!
omg. stress.
even though my job is like not very important in a way...
haha.
going to be curtain call soooon!
BYE:D
♥
Thursday, March 18, 2010, 12:35 AM
okay. let's hope im not thinking bout starbucks.
im not thinking. im not thinking.
YES IM NOT THINKING.
and, OMG i just realised the round tables are coming like. REALLY SOOOON.
and i am so waiting for it.
so waiting for it man.
ya, i hate the round tables.
sucks like.
uhhhf.
i didn't touch any hw todayyyeee.
and so. im doing it now!
"fa-mous-shakes-spear-en-spee-ches"
"ENTER"
"...go and sleep now!""okayy! wait a while!"somehow i can't seem to find a shakespearen speech that is easy to remember and not so long and ...
im trying.
im trying to find it asap to send to Mrs Tan.
"Mrs Tan, are you going to Night Safari with us later?"
"No, I have a life."
im so remembering her for that.
♥
Wednesday, March 17, 2010, 1:07 AM
C'mon i can't believe she forgot my chinese name!):
XENIA LOW
JIA HUI. D:
bleah):
what szeszesze!
& i can't believe i still have TONS OF HOMEWORK LEFT.
AND IM SO WANTING TO START LA VOCAB MAN.
school holidays: a span of time where students get a break off from school, w/o homework or extra lessons; a period of time where they have the time to do their own things; busy with their own matters.
THATS WHAT I CALL A SCHOOL HOLIDAY.
AND I FOUND THAT DEFINITION IN A DICTIONARY.
okay fine. mydictionary.):
okay.
get back to homework.
i HAVE to get back.
"my school got alot of sze sze one"
"my school also got alot of jia jia one"
♥
Monday, March 15, 2010, 8:35 PM
well, someone just kill me.
is this like Project Week or something?!
whats with the projects?! >(
urgh, can't just give me some home time, i just came out from bs!
roar.
I HATE IH.
stupid projects and what PBL.
go and die luh):
I HAVE TOTALLY NO IDEA WHAT TO WRITE ABOUT OKAY.
but at least now i've started.
3 sentences counts too okay):
and ya.
BYEBYEBOARDING.
BBB! :D
seeyou nextyearrr!(:
well its best if i dun see it ever again.
but thankgod maths project is donneeeee!
&.
i have totally no idea how i can spend 3.5 hours holding a guitar.
♥
Sunday, February 21, 2010, 1:20 AM
hi:D
omg,
KAPPA keeps reminding me of
KAPAP... well its just the last two letters
i keep looking at kappa stuff and self-correcting :X
" eh, how come they type wrongly, from kapap to kappa?"
OMGLOL.
then i will realise and mentally slap myself.
heyy, i think Desiderata's very enlightening! :D
and- I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE TERM TO END.
PLEASE END SOON :O
):
i wish we had 2 weeks of chinese new year holidays like the people in china D:
we only get 2 days ):
and its already over):
Labels: HAPPY CNY :D
♥
Tuesday, January 5, 2010, 11:50 PM
HEYYY!
happynewyear to alllll!
its januaryyyyyyyy! :D
agh.
i give up on maths.
i still cant solve those few remaining questions,
grr, i hate it.
countdown to boarding!
54321. BOOM.
im dead.
stupidboarding.
dubbledubbledabdbabdabbbbaadud!
♥
Monday, December 7, 2009, 10:49 PM
so fast leh.
holidays want to end liao)):
even though very bored luh. but i dun wanna go back to school):
butbutbut. FINALLYGOTJUNIORS! :O
claps!
at least not the smallest in the school. YAY. :X
My mum gave me A FISH!(:
nemo!
HAHA. made of cloth de luh.
heh. im boredd.D:
---dammitdammitdammit.
i think i forgot to save after relinking ytd.
UUGHH.
i'll have to do it allloveragain.)):
♥
, 12:01 AM
okay. just a quick post.
mum keep pushing me to sleep soon. :0
wuh, so tired. :S
did a whole lot of relinking.
and... ya.
BYE(:
♥
Sunday, December 6, 2009, 2:14 AM
haiyo. I today is high de lor.
I on high the whole day.
haha. during chinese tuition i was like high high high!
then suddenly shilei sang "sorrysorrysorrysorry..."
then i 感染到and spent the rest of the tuition sorrysorry-ing and high-ing :X
LOL.
HAHA.
nvm. i still kinda high. (x
♥
Friday, December 4, 2009, 11:46 PM
YAY.
i finally finished all the homework:D
but now im like so bored.):
and yea, just changed skin :]
goodnight(:
♥
Thursday, November 26, 2009, 12:35 AM
6E'08 class outing was like fun totally.(:
okay, i shan't elaborate.
only,
"Elainn was molesting people." quoted from Chanel.
yea. and she was. wiped out majority of the girls.
okay... let's see... how much holiday homework i've done so far.
checklist.
-whole stack of maths worksheet D':
-english lit.
-whole stack of chinese worksheet
done nothing except chinese and read a bit of the e.lit. book.):
to be precise, 62 pages.
nownownow,
gimme...
6 hours, 6 hours, i promise i finish the whole book(:
haha, i read like a snail.
totally can.
im doing my best):
well,
jiayou![:
haha.
♥
Sunday, October 18, 2009, 6:51 PM
sheesh,
my eyes are popping out man :O
feeling so damn tired now. :S
CHEM TEST.
damn.
i seriously dun feel like studying leh. D:
i wanna slack, slack, slack! :X
boardings giving me the eyebags):
BIGBLACKBAGS.
haha.
YEES.
i can't wait for tmrw!
hollliddayy(:
but its not a public one, only school ):
D':
guess what?
time to mug):
♥
Sunday, October 4, 2009, 7:10 PM
BELATED
HAPPY
^CHILDRENS'DAY
&&
BELATED
HAPPY
^MOONCAKEFESTIVAL! (:
HAHA.
(:
eh, not fair de lorh ):
primary school children got youthday and childrens'day,
we only get youthday! D:
MSTING so nice leh(:
she gave us presents! :D
haha :X
and not to forget MSLIM :]
Boarding is okay...(:
hope i don't get homesick! x.x
I WANT MORE SLEEP!
there's like SOMANY projects! D:
FRENCHISOVER! :D
im so happy. :X
now tuesdays and thrsdays are free :DD
HAHA.
and, shooting is kinda boring.
no offence.
my opinion luh.
♥
Tuesday, August 25, 2009, 11:12 PM
YAY.
FINALLLLY, mood's back(:
teehees.
just a quick post though(:
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.
THURSDAY'S COMING SOON.
I CANNOT FAIL FRENCH.
CANNOT. :O
BUT I HAVE NOT STUDIED YET.
O-M-G.
kinda overreacting here huh? :X
HAHA.
ICT was pretty..ok.
learnt how to make a website..?
yea, was like staring at the computer for hours.
damn tired. :X
gottago(:
Labels: 360-Degree-Change.
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Monday, August 24, 2009, 10:40 PM
let's see, it's been a month, (more than a month actually :\)
AND I'VE NOT POSTED.
three cheers and three cheers!(:
well, finally got the (inspiration)?
teehees.(:
IM SO GONNA FAIL MY MATHS FOR THIS MODULEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
YEA, AND IM OBVIOUSLY SO DEAD.
10% quiz - passed
20% quiz - FALED BADLY!
today's quiz - FAILED. (at least i hope not)
yeayeayea,
pop quiz, i got a whopping 3/10.
great, i made the record.
i'd better buck up for my science if not next GPA's i will DIE.
SERIOUSLY.
and french's giving me a headache,
im gonna quit sooon,
as much as i wanna learn this lang.
there's a BIGBIGBIG french test this thurs.
and IM LIKE SO DEAD.
IM SO GONNA FAIL.
that's all, when will be the next post?(:
P.S I DIED THREE TIMES.
ONE MORE TIME AND IT'S GAME OVER. :O
Labels: trouble's brewing. massive.
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Wednesday, July 15, 2009, 8:47 PM
last post: June 11
this post: July 15
:DD
yayayyayayyyy.
this blog is pronounced
DEAD.falallalalala.
siongyee and jieyin says im a bit cranky today. o.0
(:
LEONARDO DA VINCI :D
0.0 i didn't realise that Mona Lisa didn't have eyebrows or eyelashes. :X
someone says siongyee is a nice girl.(:
it's true what siongyee(:
why you don't let me tell the others?
hhahahahah.
[siongyee's gonna killll meeeee.]
byeee.
i gotta goo.(:
btw,
MY BUDDY [难兄烂弟] is
DAMN FUNNY(:BYE.(:
Labels: Back to posting... i hope.
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Thursday, June 11, 2009, 10:10 PM
whoa...
just came back from CRAP 2 :DD
was damn fun man :)))
fun and funny xD
i laugh and shout until bout no voice liddat. :X
super tired xD
hahah,
damn creepy at night luh.
:x sorry to the people whom i scared :)
i wan go again :DDD
volleyball is fun(:
but i accidentally hit the ball :X
then it was at the top of a cliff.
so Gwen had to climb up the cliff to take the ball. :O
damn scary luh,
was so afraid she would fall.
cos she was climbing up the cliff by the drain,
the drain was like those kind of steps wan.
then when she came down she was like saying
"eh, quite fun leh, i wan try again."
ohemgee luh,
so scared she fall down and break her bones,
cos the cliff was like SUPERR HIGH.
sorry and thankyou Gwen x))
afterwards dun dare to play liao.
haha. ;))
so sad Mrs Chua never come... DD:
if only she and Mdm Teng can come then good liao :((
♥
Tuesday, June 2, 2009, 1:10 PM
lalala.
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYY ZIIIIFOOONNGGGGGG.
--smilesmilesmile((:
B-O-R-E-D. D:
hahahs,
gamed with zifong just now. :}}
hahahaha.
im laughing at her DEFEAT.
MUHAHAHAHA.
zifong, cry when you see this. hahahah. :}}
lalala. just kidding luh.
zooom.
fine, that's like so lame.
yayy,
im getting lamer by the dayy((:
zooom.
im zooming off :DD
♥ BORED STIFF,
Monday, June 1, 2009, 1:19 PM
im finally POSTINGGGGGG.
yeshohyeshhhhh.
ITS THE HOLSSSSS.
hmm.
been bout one month since i posted yea, ?
not counting Cheryl's post. xD
teehees.
im MISSING BUGIS DD:
i HAVE to get out of this house,.... one day :x
i dun care,
i have to finish my homework by THIS WEEK.
doesn't seem like a hard task
BUT TO ME IT IS D':
mathsmathsmaths.
-shivers-
15 questions only?!
one question got so many parts luh. )):
Labels: SAVE ME.
♥ CHERYLCHERYLCHERYL here....
Tuesday, May 19, 2009, 10:22 AM
hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hyperventilating now.....just saying HIHIHI
bye
loves<3
♥
Tuesday, May 5, 2009, 7:24 PM
OHEMGEEE.
i saw
CELINE SARA THIO in the bus today!!!!!!!!
with zifong.
the girl who was taught by Mrs Seto, remember?
with the colourful colourful specs.
almost couldn't recognise her :X
she's in the school, i dunnoe what's that :X with the green polkadots uniform one.
and she lives in parc oasis.
it was like damn funny luh. :DD
hahah zifong, she couldn't recognise youuuu. :P
YAWNS~
it's kinda boring today.
siongyee kept kicking me :/
and i kicked her back. HAHA. :}
♥
Monday, May 4, 2009, 8:41 PM
YAYYEEEEEEEEEES!!
today's
SIONGYEE's b'day(((:
l0lx
:X
today was HECTIC.
<--did i spell that correctly? =x
as in, seriously.
we were like chiong-ing the whole day for these three
dumb projects.
ok, at least to me. xD
> Chinese
> IH project
> Bookdrive
...
...
DD:
bookdrive thing was sucky)):
so many books manx.
wth, dusty summore.
BLEAHX. //HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SIONGYEE,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SIONGYEE,
HAPPPPYY BIRRRTHDAAYYY TO SIONGYEEE,
HAAAAAAAAPPY BIRTHHHHDAYY TO YOUUUUU.
:DDDD
. i know it's lame but, why not? :X
♥
Wednesday, April 29, 2009, 10:51 PM
canoeing was...
TIRING.
especially the carrying of canoes to and fro.
the canoe was like, SO HEAVY.
bleahx.
but it was fine,
except the part where we had to carry the canoes to and fro.(:
actually,
it was damn fun((:
just hope i don't get aches tomorrow...
was like super hard to paddle luh
especially right and left...
xD
was damn muddy in the reservoir xD
my sandals the front part came off
and i put it back into the hole(:
MATHS.
POP QUIZ TODAY.
okay luh,
just hope i dun get too many mistakes...
especially CARELESS ones.
even though its only 2% which is 10 marks...?
CHICKEN RUN((:
hahhaas.
it was nice,
those chickens(:
quite nice when Dr. Lim had to stop it halfway due to lack of time )):
leadership i was pretty inspired by those chickens i saw before that xD
drew chickens/chicks on my paper...
hehex.
xD
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Saturday, April 25, 2009, 7:57 PM
im BOORRREEEEDDDDD.
yesh.
im stuck at home in front of the computer.
and i don't feel like doing any homework.)):
no show on TV!!~
boring luhs.
i dunnoe how to waste my time.
i wanna go out.)):
ok.
im gonna wait til 9.30.
to watch
toGETher.D:
♥
Friday, April 24, 2009, 10:23 PM
YIPPPEEEEES.
it's FRRIIIDDDDAAAAAYYYYYY~
:D
and im finally posting.
slackslackslackslack((:
eeee.
i love this. ///
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0v3d6SFcDysit's like... damn nice?
yayy.
i scared
omega siongyee(:
yarh, and she practically
SCREAMED.
hehes xD
i know im bad.
fine. :P
my french controle is like,
BAD.bad.bad.bad.
...
what can i say...?
i only studied
the night before on that day...
LAABBBOUUURRR DAYYY.
OH MAN I JUST LOOVVVEEE HOLIDAYYYSSS~
well.
at least i think so...
Labels: i just found out it's no use posting.fine.
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Sunday, April 19, 2009, 7:08 PM
wow...
it's been decades since i posted... xD
well,
so...a short one then...
its the first time since i said i wanted to do smething and i did it within a few days((:
eeeeee
im so curious to know my science marks!!
wonder if i failed...
eekkks
i have so many mosquito bites
yuckyuck
superrr itchy luh
fine.
yippeeeees.
im feeling kinda excited that tmrw have canoeing...(:
yippays!
xD
♥
Wednesday, April 8, 2009, 11:22 PM
7 APRIL
i busted it.blehx.was like seriously lagging aftr lunch through GAP and chinese.i was like lucky to be beside Andrew in the game.and luckily he pointed to his right instead of left.
and it should be very easy right?!
only 3 ciyu to remmber.
no, 2 ciyu to remember
and i busted.
1st mistake.
pardoned.
2nd mistake.
sent for forfeit):
oops,
my level of stupidity and blurness is increasing):
yeshhyeshh.
im suddenly feeling high now.
its a GOOD FRIDAY on friday!
ok, like duh,
it's obviously on a friday...
YAYYS.
it's a hollidayyy~
but i'll still have to revise for science)):
awww.
im soo bad at science.
BAD.
TOTALLY.
)):
CLOUDSCLOUDSCLOUDS
& more clouds...
xD
eeeeee.
math's bad.
science's bad too.
Labels: GOODFRIDAY((:
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Wednesday, April 1, 2009, 11:45 PM
a-ha.
a-ha.
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRR!!!!!!
WHY LIKE SO MANY TESTS ONE!!!WAS JUST TOLD TODAY THAT WE WILL HAVE
ANOTHER SCIENCE TEST. -.-!WTH.IS LIKE TEST AFTER TEST.DAMMIT.weet.
im going to have a test that im DEFINITELY gonna fail.
that takes up 70%.
yay.
im freaking out.
NAPHA test tomorrow.
at least that's okay.
im bad at science.
how great is that.
had maths test today,
luckily i managed to finish today's maths test,
the sub. which im bad and slow at too.
if not i will sink in to depression,
thats if,
i think.
BLAHBLAHBLAH.
im goin' BONKAS.
can't wait for the weekend.
:(((
btw,
happy april fools (:Labels: FFFRRRREEEENNNNCCCCHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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Wednesday, March 25, 2009, 11:28 PM
i love doing work at nighht((:
lolx.
just being random.
hayhays.
>.<
just finished my frenchh!!
it sucked.
haix.
weetsweets!!!
half day tomorrow!!
can wake up latee
but still got third lang. ....
chinese lesson was funnnnnn
soo relaxxx
geex
hope got more lessons like dat.
((:
:(
can't find my chinese textbook.
poof.
disappeared.
blahblahblahlalalalablahblahlalala
grrr.
such an
...
Labels: sss
♥
Thursday, March 12, 2009, 12:10 AM
ARRGGGGHHHH!!
sorrryyyyy!!!!!!!
to my team todayy!!!!
i outted sooo many balls!!!=xSIGH.SIGH.SIGH.
SIGH.SIGH.CHINESE TEST TOMORROW AND I HAVEN'T EVEN STUDIED.GREAT.NOT EVEN FLIPPED A PAGE.GREAT.HAIX.
SIGH.Labels: this post is supposed to be for 11 march not 12 march cos posting late...
♥
Tuesday, March 10, 2009, 11:02 PM
okayys luh, zirou i post kayys??
almost went deaf todays...>.<
zeng lao shi was like screaming into my ear...
thte disadvantage about sitting in front...
and SO NEAR the teacher...
next time become deaf in my left ear... xD
hahhs..((:
guess what?
what?
guess what?
what?
lolx =x
okayys never mind back to sub.
guess what?
what?
guess what?
WHHHAAAAAATTTTTT!!!!!
I HAVEN EVEN STARTED ON MY IH ASSIGN.!!!!
andandandand
i only read ONE book for my reading programme so far...
couldn't get myself to pick up a book to read...
felt there were better choices likkkee....
the TV?
the com?
hp?
indeed they were better choices...((:
wanted to read but they ^ too tempting lerrh xD
!!!hahhshahhs!!! =x
luvx x3
Labels: was insulted by those two AGAIN.prepared for tmrw's round of "insultation".
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Wednesday, February 25, 2009, 10:56 PM
-----stressstressstress-----
tomorrow french common test lerh!!
and
I STILL KNOW NUTS ABOUT NUMBERS!!!
T.T
i haven even do homework at this time... 10:57...
must chiiioooonggg!!!!!
my conjugations suck too...
fine,
enough bout tat stressful subject.
Ms. Ting changed our seatings today...
dunnoe good or bad leh...
im quite okay with it though...
*crossing fingers*
(:
Labels: chiong-ing a freaking hard lang.
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Tuesday, February 24, 2009, 10:22 PM
toooooot!
im so dumb.
yea, like soo dumb.
lol.
scratched my face with my own pencil... ._.
OwwwwW
was like FREAKING PAINFUL.
now got one long line on my face.
oucH.
andandand
i didn't know my library book was overdue.
dammit larh.
by bout 2 days...
20cents fine...▐=
reached home then stood waiting for the traffic light,
bus came driving by,
and then the water at the side of the road,
splashed.
on.
me.
but luckily is not alot...
just a little
immediately changed my position,
stood further...
o.o
didn't have any running today...
lightning alarm...
lurrrve the weather today!!!
it's even cooler outside than in the auditorium where i don't think they turned on the aircon...
Labels: loove the weather **smiles**
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Monday, February 23, 2009, 11:05 PM
**yawwnn** :)
**eeekss!!**
the maths test was like...
SUICIDAL!!! damn...didn't really go practice too >.<just quickly flipped through to refresh memory (:if i didn't do that im sure to faill...didn't have enuff time xDchiong the whole waytikam tikam(:just hopin' that i won't get too little marks....xDsum got 3rd lang. quiz or exam or wadeva you call it tomorrow right??mine's on thurs...>.< **...stress...**anyways,goood luckkks!!! :)and get good markks(:jiayouss!(:-lol-tomorrow got art's appreciation...wonder what's it about??shouldn't be sumthing very nice or boring...?
?
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Friday, February 20, 2009, 10:02 PM
no captain's ball today...
conversational malay today was... well, pretty boring :l
the high ropes course at the diary farm was like... kinda okay...
but i rather not go...
i prefer homee(:
the comfort of homee!!(:
after the high ropes course i was like so tiredd....
in the bus also can stand and sleep, bur didn't larh
cos scared miss stop....
road run's next sat,
not really looking for it,
actually intended to sleep in...
hope it'll be fun then...(:
Labels: life's getting better day by day (:
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Thursday, February 19, 2009, 11:05 PM
what a great way to start my day...
was late for school, by ONE MIN!!!
queued a looong queue to write a name,
stood at the edge of the field,
look up,
look down,
realised that about 5 aroplanes had flown past... =x
scorching sun. dammit.
got a scolding from mr Shaam(is that how you spell it?)
and ANOTHER. from mrs cheng...
somehow i think that the loud hailer didn't work,
but she continued to talk through it anyway...
mr shaam was like saying that usually is bout 10 to 20 persons late...
but today got 140 people!!
obviously quite angry was he...
not our fault... traffic jam...
another bus broke down, 174...
everybody in the buses behind us also all late,
first bell rang,
second bell rang,
we were stil in that bus on that road...dang.
ooo...2 more chances for me to be late...
must cherish.xD
just freaking tired at moelc there
thank god teacher let us off early,
by 15 mins...
haix.
haix.
Labels: great, my first late record for the year. 19.02.09
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Wednesday, February 18, 2009, 11:09 PM
xD... todae stand for 15 min...
seriously forgot to bring maths booklet!! >.<
so tired today...doggy tired (: *ZZZ...zzz*
factual recount..., well,...was sad and bad...
the nicest thing of the day was, CAPtain's BALL!!!(: *smilex*
ball bounced off my head... >.<
if not sure bored to death de lor...
cafe ended at 5.30... we learn how to play lovesonq(:
was baddd at it xD
he pissed me off AGAIN >:(
haix. :l
dammit. >:(
*whooopp!* :DD
.l0l.
Labels: happy me(:
♥
Wednesday, February 11, 2009, 7:12 PM
warh finally ate dinner and back home!!
in the bus was like wan sleep wan sleep liddat but scared miss bus-stop, forced open my eyes until finally reach my bus-stop, after a very very long time...zzz...
today played captain's ball during lunch time, damn fun!(:
after school went for the cafe thingy, mine is guitar, very fun, cos no teacher only seniors...got a bubble on my fourth finger XD
inside the container where we practise guitar damn cold larh, until fingers numb >.<
summore it was raining...
was super pissed off by Daryl at the guitar thingy...grrr...
♥
Tuesday, February 10, 2009, 6:57 PM
wooootsss!!! no homework!!!!(: hehes...
but still have Dr Lim's LA thingy, feel like just reading jack and the beanstalk, sleeping beauty or wadeva fairytale...
i finally lightened my load and left all my chinese stuff in my locker!! okay, lol, kinda lame...
just did some "rough work"... gotta go rest and have a bath(:
♥
Saturday, February 7, 2009, 2:05 PM
warh, long time nvr come blogger liao......
just realised that my malay PE teacher is one of the contestants of "don't forget the lyrics" show on channel 5, i dont watch, so i don't know...
i don't know is last week or what he tell us that must be preapred to run at least 4-6 rounds round the track for every PE lesson that means is bout 1.6km to 2.4km...say must prepare for NAPHA test...hais...
yesterday JH104, JH105 and JH106 went to the serangoon scout camp or something like that i also don't know what the name called... we did rock climbing, flying fox and abseiling...very fun but a bit scary...two weeks later still going there! maybe doing the high ropes climb ba...whn doing the flying fox that time me Gemmi, Dorothy, Salma, Man Wing and I were chosen to be the push trolley the people. we were brought to the end of the flying fox there got one kind of metal trolley actually is a big, blue metal staircase that can be moved to let the person doing the flying fox walk up onto it to take out the pulley that was attached to the harness etc.then when the person "fly" down then we supposed to push the trolley in front actually the trainer asked me to go hold the person's legs then pull the peron up the staircase, after that then he tell me don't need, phew... just help them push the trolley... then after that i go push the trolley then i don't know accidentally put my foot there then kena roll over by the trolley, roll over 3 of my toes then i quickly pull out lol... lucky go home check never crushed haha actully we were supposed to do abseiling also but after that some of us who pushed the trolley first didn't get to do abseiling cos got no time...
♥
Sunday, December 21, 2008, 8:13 PM
yesterday was my maternal grandma's 81st birthday, 20th of december. my aunties and uncles arranged a kinda of "party" at boon lay raja restaurant at jurong east central there, almost all my realtives were there, cousins, aunties, uncles, nephews, nieces... we used about 4 tables but some of them went home early. my uncle had ordered a 2kg, as my mother said, cake with many chinese characters on it 寿比南山 etc.etc. after having our dessert, pumpkin yam paste, they took out the cake and we sang a birthday song to my grandma after that my uncle said a string of congratulatory wishes to my grandma in teochew, it sounded like those kind of opera..? then my another uncle took up a glass cup and use his pen to hit it onto tthe glass to make those kind of "clink" sound during the intervals like during the opera some guy will clash their cymbals. it was pretty funny and most of us didn't understand what my uncle was saying about as he was speaking in very deep teochew...we just laughed at that sight... :)
that day when we were to report to our schools for registration, i went to NJC and met zi fong there, we went to the auditorium to listen to the Dean's speech etc. my mum did not buy the school books and uniform first cos i was still not sure which school i want to go to, kinda in dilemma, both schools equally good, but i pretty love their school uniform, grey in colour, light grey for the short and dark grey fo the bottom, design's not bad too :) after a very very long walk, some uphill, wetook a taxi to NUSHS to take a look at the school. my mum and i met up with shi li and her mum and we walked to the clementi shopping centre there and had lunch, after that we decided to go to Bugis for shopping! we took a MRT there together and my mum bought me a school bag, pencil box etc. was kinda happy that day......
my parents went to attend her colleague's wedding around Raffles there, heard from my mum that it is like a poolside buffet, now still must be having good food there... they yesterday eat good food, today also eat good food. =X
somehow, just somehow, i don't really understand the map posted at the class blog... maybe long time nvr go school already, mind and brain rusty...tak longer to process, haha, also long time nvr hold pen already... >.<
me and my mum were surprised when we went to NJC and saw the information booklet, written on it was " the first day of school is 12th January 2009..." it is true but... we have to end school 10 days later, so, no discount, sadly...
♥
Tuesday, December 16, 2008, 11:39 PM
yeayeayea... this blog is soo... dead.
i was in malaysia for the past week so i didn't get a chance to touch the com, let alone post, but even if i got a chance to post, i doubt i will. hehe. nvm. i finally have something in my life to post, for once, in a long long time... ha. ok, but it's also pretty lame...yep today i went to jurong point with elaine to check out its new wing further, after extending it, it became very big, there were many new shops, most of them which are branded. i can say that the place was quite packed despite being a weekday. we saw Mrs Chua first then Miranda and then Mdm teng which were at very close intervals or you can say consecutively. Elaine also saw her other frens there. when we went to the arcade we saw a guy playing the basketball, he played very well as we had nothng to do we also see him play and he also amazed other people...he played many games and once, when he finished,he didn't take the tickets he earned, after asking him, he said he didn't want them so we took it and exchanged it for a small packet drink =.= well, better than nothing... :l at the end we did not share it, instead we gave it to a boy, the reason -- a long story. we didn't spend any money there but we had a pretty fun time, as in play... reason -- long story >< hehe. ok that's it. goodnight. :pppp
21 minutes to midnight. lol.
♥
Saturday, November 29, 2008, 7:22 PM
in my aunt's house now, didn't leave the house since wednesday night, stay in the house summore and you will find a rotten me, gonna get depression soon, whole day wake up face the four walls... was really hoping to go somewhere nice today but at the end didn't... cya! my parent's chasing me to go have dinner!!!
♥ merry christmas
Wednesday, November 26, 2008, 3:46 PM
there's practically nothing interesting in my life currently to post about, its just wake up, brush teeth, eat lunch, watch tv, play com, back to tv, eat dinner, watch tv, brush teeth and finally back to bed... it's like a bed-to-bed story hais...my parents keep asking me to pack my room but im feeling damn lazy to do, i see my room i want to faint, very very messy, all the junk lying about... now the only thing is to wait for the secondary 1 posting results to be out, hope i can get to the school which i want to now so bored even on computer also dunnoe wad to do........
BTW WISHING ALL A MERRY CHRISTMAS =))) (though it's bout one month away)
* can't wait for chinese new year to see someone's expression... hehe... *
♥
Friday, November 14, 2008, 3:13 PM
long time since i've posted....
yesterday was the last day of school, dunnoe whether to feel sad or happy?? the pros and cons... sad, it's b'cos will miss my friends and happy becos i'll finally be moving to a new school in a new environment and im finally a year older and in secondary!! and also because i can sleep in, no more waking up early and rushing off to school :) lols. was pretty fun in west coast park had been looking forward to it but unfortunately, it couldn't rain on other days insted of on our last day of school, hais, but still had pretty much fun =)
wonder how's my PSLE, feeling kinda nervous, hope i willl get my dream marks, bet i'll have many butterflies in my stomach on that day, really really hope i will do well... let's see then...
will still be able to meet my friends on busking and graduation day hope there is a smile on everyone's faces on that day...
hope my team will get a lot of money on busking day >.< and it will be a breeze...
so, farewell.......6E'08, may fate let us meet again.... (LOLs)
will miss all of you....
♥
Saturday, October 25, 2008, 11:42 PM
wow, had a long day today, it was fun too!! of course, if you can get to buy stuff of course it's fun!! hehe, updating so late...i left house at around 10am and reached home at 8 plus. no choice had to leave early as in the morning had to go to lavender there the whatever building to collect my new passsport and the building closes at 12.30pm (i think so-around there). when i when there was greeted by a crowd- so many people lorh!! my mum said she expected that as it was a saturday... when we when there i saw the queue no. was around 2500+ and my no. was 3132, around 600+ more no. leh!! at the end we waited around 2hrs... my mum said if we went during weekdays the waiting time would be less then 1/2-and-hour, gosh...>.< at the end we left the building to have some food at the nearby coffeeshops... after that i asked my mum to bring me to bugis cos it was near, just take one stop then reach... hehe... wanted to do some shopping...
when i went to bugis, whoa really 满载而归, ok to me larh, cos bought a lot of things, it's like quite a lot to me cos i always only window shop when i go out, i don't buy any things( have larh, but very little) so of course, felt on cloud 9 =))
my mum bought a skirt, she wanted to buy a shoe but didn't after thought as she realised that the shoe quality wasn't good...however i bought a bag, a polo tee, a shirt, a 3/4 pants and a pair of slippers...actually also wanted to get a watch, but didn't at the end...
really did "heavy-duty" shopping compared to what i normally do... last weekend my parents couldn't bring me out shopping as i was sick =(( so i grabbed the chance this weekend!! =p but actually it was a so-called ladies day out as there was no men around. my dad wasn't there, and my brother wouldn't follow us. if my dad was there i wouldn't shop so much as i always see him like feeling very bored like that so won't shop so much. today my dad wasn't there so i took the chance and shop like siao. haha. the bag is so-called supposed to be shared between me and my mum, she say one larh, if i want use then use, but i think i will use mostly... it was bought from the BHG bside bugis junction...
i told my mum that i wanted a polo tee to match some of my pants and s we searched for it, haha, actually my mum should be in a pretty good mood today cos she bought a lot of stuff forme and herself without like nagging or being hesitant. >.< at the end i bought a black and white striped one, there were others that was quite nice but i chose that instead... also got discount as bossini was having a 40% storewide discount so it was cheaper by a lot...=))))
samuel and kevin was having a sale too, the shirts there were not bad, $5 only!! so cheap right, and the quality oso not bad, haha. >.< the pants were sold at $10 so i bought one pants and one shirt... haha also bcos they were cheap and i needed them...
as for the shoe arh... is bcos i see the pattern nice and i don't have that kind of slipper at home so i bought lor hehez... i find the shoe not bad, chose black out of black and beige....hehe.... =p
at first my mum saw a shoe she liked but at the end didn't buy it as she found the quality no good, i kinda... encouraged her to buy it as finiding a shoe that suits her and one that she likes is very, very rare... ya, so very rare, that's why i encouraged her to buy the shoe.... she want those kind of shoe that must not be too pricey, not too high and neither too low, the heel got support, material good, quality good, not this pattern etcetcetcetc... pro right?? I commented that her shoe must be custom made one... and for me i also wanted her to wear some nice shoes cos she choose one sumtimes not very nice... haha.... lol right??...
after that we also ate "la mian"...
once in a blue moon splurge a little nvm one right?? i told my mum that when my dad saw the bags of stuff that we bought, he sure faint one, but surprisingly, he didn't. haha. he also didn't like he most of the time does, nag. (not saying he always scold and nag larh, but some things he will nag, some things he is very lenient, depends...) he must be in high spirits too!! haha. he summore say the stuff we bought was not bad, as in, nice...
the amount we spent today must have burned a hole in my dad's pocket, as my mum says...but it's true, cos, the food, apparels, bag and the shoes were all charged to my dad...
but nvm, it's just once... in a blue moon.....hehe..........
but the feeling was very shuang larh.... hehe..... >.<
nicenicenicenicenicenicenicenicenicenicenicenicenicenicenicenice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)))))))))
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Friday, October 24, 2008, 1:20 PM
actually nth much about today or any of the days larh, just boring, passing days, but with a tinge of laughter and fun, that is... ... yea, actually today didn't want and didn't feel like going to school, go to school also no use it's like wasting time larh, i'd rather sleep at home... lols....zzzz.... so tired larh!!! everyday must wake up so early!!! as usual, today we played cards and talked rubbish in the morning until 10.30am then the rest left for swimming and we, the people not going to swimming, were hesitating whether to go to 6H or stay back in our own class...at the end we went to 6H for fear that Mdm Teng would know about it as the other time she came up to 6H or a "spot-check".... hais.... it was like so boring.... no freedom. we started playing blackjack but soon felt very bored and started to play a game that Moses said he created ----- Hearts... was kinda fun as nothing to do also, of course we'd rather play than stare at people or look at the four walls... me and shi lei teamed up as only can four people play and there was too much people. was feeling sort of elated as we for some parts of the game, won consecutively, Moses and Warren see also a bit "bu shuang" but after that warren won us by one card and then we were like "shit!!!". lols.... they were very happy though... after that Mr Chew started turning on videos to let the whole class watch i didn't really watch it though, no patience.... by then, we'd stopped our game of Hearts and started doing nothing and just yakking away, awhile later , i wanted to borrow the cards from Warren but Moses was holding it and both ofthem especially Moses refused to give it to me but after that he gave it to me, a very long time after that.... some of us in including me, teased Mosesabout Elaine, b4 that at the canteen Elaine was also being teased by us after recess, it was Moses turn...muhahaha....even though when we were teasing him he kept saying "your mum larh!!!" but i could see a smile on his face... and after that i dunnoe how we started throwing moses plastic bottle around, his disposable plastic bottle, actually is he throw some of us and we throw him, i threw quite a number of times and the top part of the bottle, where there is the plastic cover, hit his face, was laughing hysterically as there was where i'd intended to hit.... i also got hit on the face, wasn't that painful though, as the plastic bottle was empty and light, some of the girls including shilei, chanel, cuifang and jiale were also "playing" that game of throwing the plastic bottle... that was all we continued that till it was 12.50pm... and left the class...
wad a boring day right?? >.<
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Friday, October 17, 2008, 2:17 PM
oo finally i post liao, had a high fever for the past few days b4 that oso no mood to post... just now went to polyclinic with my mum, she checked her blood pressure i went to see doctor on my fever, now much better but still slight larh. after that the doctor say i need to take blood test t check if got dengue fever anot. you all got take blood test b4?? if im not wrong that's my first time, b4 that my mum say not painful one cos i at first tot is like injection very pain then after that calmed down cos my mum say not painful one s she had took it b4. the person helped me apply antiseptic at my left hand at the opposite side of my elbow, i saw the needle poke in about 2cm like that, realised my mum bluff me one so damn painful larh!!!! they putin about a few seconds, i was about to scream bu t never larh, don't wanna gain attention. then they help me put a plaster and let me go and see the doctor again i walked out of the small cubicle and was like practically freaking out half screaming to my mum that is was very painful, it is more painful then the primary 6 injection!!! now my hand stil numb numb one. after that go to see the doctor that i saw b4 i took the blood test, she said if after 1 week my fever still haven't subside i must go back again to take another blood test, once again, i freaked out. T.T i really hope my fever will subside, don't wanna take a another blood test!!! so tortorous!!!
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Saturday, October 11, 2008, 12:15 AM
haiz, don't know why now of days feeling so damn darningly bored, was like lazing in class today speaking hardly any while hearing Mdm Teng talking about what administrative stuff, she also told us that she wanted to bring us to the com lab for the last two periods ( is it two?? ) but at the end go in com lab turn on com less than a few minutes need to turn off com lerh. was too bored as didn't bring anything to do or play so decided to play "stress" with elaine, was caught by Mdm Teng for 2 to 3 times, after that did not do anything, just looked at the four walls, now i know how boring it can be after exams like the PSLes...
during english period iskandar was giving a speech about the t-shirt, was boring also except when he cracked one or two jokes; they were quite funny though =I different people, different opinion, different choice, different taste like that very hard to liek sort of co-operate leh... at the end i also dunnoe what they choose larh, was still playng "stress" with elaine...
after school went to tang lao shi's house for lunch and also for fun, to play etc. ( like duh?! haha!!) maybe cos i sleep so damn late then still must wake up early so so damn tired and then damn sleepy and bored in class, i should have known better than not to bring anything to class, actually i wanted to play reversi with eelynn but she sat so far away from me, moreover i was lazy to go over there and scared teacher scold... >.< me elaine and the rest were sort of having a competition, like this person play with the winner of that game and the winner of tat game play with another person, and it goes on so on and so forth, there was one part when elaine kept winning consecuetively, was so damn pissed off cos i had almost won her, just like about 0.5 sec, her action ws faster then... haiz... finally it was cuifang who had broke the chain, was soo pleased with cuifang haha finally can change player lerh, elaine b4 that was like so elated and hyper which zifong called her, cos she keep winning, i must also brush up on this game...
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Thursday, October 9, 2008, 8:48 PM
let's start this post with a "damn"
DAMNDAMNDAMN
GRRR, FORGOT TO BRING MY DICTIONARY... ok...im angry with myself...
and got a stomach ache an minor flu during HMT was like aching like hell, got goose pimples, haha. can add this to the list in my previous post... this whole week all like that, hope tomorrow friday at school will not happen anything... as in those kinda things.
but had the time of my life during the break, whoa, funfunfunfunfunfun!!!!!! nice to disturb zifong!!!! hehe, and ps arh zifong during break at parade square accidentally make you fall down, but nvm also good hor, let you gain attention, hehe, rememberthis phrase??
" eh!!! zifong fall down got blood need to 服药!!! "
hehe, all of them got what i meant, muhahahaha, had the funnest time of my life...even iskandar and xavier co-operatedin push daryl to zifong, we did our part too, and were busy laughing away!! both zifong and daryl almost touch leh, but didn't however they ALMOST touched, that was good enough, disturbed miranda also, but not as much... after that "show" which was SSOOOO interesting, we all the whole grop clapped like siao hahaha..
after school immediately went to leehui's house, I played a horrible game of UNO with them... lost until like siao... haiz...after that went to JP, damn long time no go there ler, was busy "slogging", ZONE X changed and some others, last time zone x dark dark one damn hard to see inside, now like soo bright... brought money but didn't spend except for lunch and bubble tea, was quite restless as woke up so early in the morning, doggy tired... drank ice-blended mocha for the bubble tea, see if i did perk up... after that just went restless shopping... and while on the bus which vibrated so damn much, was playing with zifong's hp games, quite fun larh... also nothing better to do...
reached home, ate dinner and now facing the computer with like 10 people in a conversation, so damn luan, after PSLE so many people on9... heez...I MUST WIN EELYNN IN REVERSI!!! mustmustmust!!!!lols, she damn pro, I keep on losing...
and thanks cuifang fer helping me keep my wallet, tytytytyty *smilex* =))))
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Wednesday, October 8, 2008, 11:33 AM
YYYYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYSSSSSSSSS
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PSLEEs AAAAAALLLLLLMMMMOOOOSSSSSTTTT OOOVVVEERR!!!its almost over its almost over, left only the higher chinese but that one nothing to learn or practise one so not so bad..... =)))))
so many things happened during the exams for the different subjects...
forthe english papers nothing happened
for the mathematics i FORGOT TO BRING Y PROTRACTOR!!!!! especially when i needed it, i brought the never use ones and did not bring the thing i need to use!!! i did bring my mathematical set and checked its contents the night before but i forgot the protractor's existence, at the end i raised up my hand and Mr Foo borrowed it from the guy beside me, i think, i didn't see...
and for chinese, had a stomach ache during the examinations....*groan*and forgot to bring my refill for correction tape, made do with correction fluid..
and as for today, science, i had a flu, was sniffing my head off during the examination, didn't have a tissue paper with me, bet the people who sat beside me were feeling irritated..
dunnoe is stress or what larh, but just damn unlucky....
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Tuesday, September 30, 2008, 3:29 PM
jiayous to all!!! PSLE coming.... in a few days time, today went to paste stickers on table, heaved a huge sigh of relief when i found out that my table was not rocking, was like "PHEW!!" haha lolz...i scared for my science sia, a lot of things cannot remember...
today did not bring tie, ytesterday oso, yesterday is really forget to bring, today is cannot find!!!!!, i know its somewhere in my house cos it was just with me yesterday, yesterday too tired then slept so damn early. think i anyhow placed my tie and today morning no time to find and came to school without out a tie, heng Mdm Rashidah didn't see me without a tie, if not i die ler....
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Thursday, September 25, 2008, 4:13 PM
whoa, today happen a lot of things in class, some were very serious, while some were light-hearted. Heard from iskandar, or was it moses?? nvm, that short people usually very happy, yea, im short and happy =)) with the exception of some matters, yea and Ryan said im short... i admitted it anyway, and claimed that i was indeed happy.. wonder if he's happy?? got my composition back, turned the page, and saw Mrs Chua write there " Miss out on one point.". "argh, SHIT!!!" i said very loudly like the other time, Mrs Chua heard and like said "your composition..." i was like thinking - warh, her memory so good, how she know i was saying shit cos of the missing point?!?! lol right? but that was really what had happened...
seriously, today the supplementary lessons were...quite boring, got some sweets from Ryan, haha. i took out a ten-cent coin from my pocket and flipped it to let Chanel and the two boys sitting at the table guess whether head or tails, this is the extend of my boredom... played with other things and practically coloured and doodled on all of the revision papers with my pen and coloured on my hand, Chanel said it was like power rangers... at the start of the supplementary lesson, Mdm Teng gave us a chiding, the whole cass so solemn and looked at her, then suddenly Ryan like hopped into the class with a smile on his face, obviously oblivious of what was going on, he broke the silence, suddenly got lots of laughter, second time he also "jumped" in, but not so much compared to the first time. today didn't multi-task, didn't feel like, talked to Chanel instead, did the science worksheet halfway in class, felt like so boring...i know exam coming already, cannot think that way, ya know... but *sigh* so tired... looking forward to friday, yays, finally a day of rest, can stay a night in carlton hotel near raffles city, where my mum works. cya tmrw!!
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008, 1:44 PM
*groan*
stomach so pain!!!
darn...
today happen a lot of things, overall i was quite happy, hehe....
when got the CAP thing, the Jonathan, don't know for wad particular reason, when Mdm Teng ask me for my surname then he shout my surname so loud, like my surname so great liddat....
some of us haven't even finish our science paper then Mdm Aidah bring us go com lab, but nevermind, also good....
for the CAP thing i dunnoe what to choose so just sui bian choose one. i at first dunnoe whether to choose the food and beverages or the infinitus law thingy, at the end choose law, also because can go with Elaine- go with her very fun, if not sure damn sian wan..., i think ^^
now my eyebags like so big like dat, and oso very black... is TOTALLY like panda like that....
an example of a panda <1o1>---->

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Monday, September 22, 2008, 3:53 PM
hihi, just squeeze some time to post a short one...afterwards gotta go do hw and study study study...PSLEs very close, you all can feel the stress and tension coming up right??hehe, obviously, for most of you.... I will have MAN MANY TIME after the PSLEs, every day playno choice, have to study, if not cannot meet my own expectations, if cannot meet then die ler....like that the whole december sure very sad, wil have no mood to play... “ 先苦后甜 ” as the chinese phrase says it... *sighs*---> first bitter then after that sweet, for direct translation... hehepraying like siao that i will ace my PSLEs, hope i can do it, must have more confidence in myself right?? haiz....CYA then....
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Sunday, September 14, 2008, 1:34 PM
i went to the temple opposite my house to take some vegetarian food today (lunch)i wanted to help my dad write something and tear it for himi then took a pen from their pencil holder and when i finished writing and tore a little of the piece of paper, i just ran to my dad to give him the paper, b4 leaving i returned the pen to them, and them just dropped it into the a ceramic cup cos at that split second, i thought that was the orange pencil holder, appears that inside the cup contained coffee!! then the coffee splashed because i threw in the pen with a quite alot of force... hehe... i dunnoe why larh, but i just had a feeling that the man who saw what i did would not scold me and laughed like siao hehe...
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Thursday, September 11, 2008, 8:03 PM
phew.. yesterday got the HSK examination, it was like so.... boring!! the examination format is like soo different from our normal examination format.... i looked at the paper filled with squarish chinese characters for about 3 hours!! imagine that!!

yea, and i REALLY think that Daryl is a fastidious person... its really very extreme! i was sitting beside elaine and she was sitting bside daryl she then go disturb him by pushing his pencil box a little. He saw it then gave an irritated look at her and pushed his box back to its parallel position with the desk. After that, we, seeing his look and what he did that was damn hilarious, continued disturbing him. another time when we pushed one side of his pencil box, it was like kinda slanted to a side, he used his pen to push at the other side so that it would be straight. oops, then he overshot, it was slanted at the other side.... after that he kept overshooting till he finally succeeded, his pencil box was once again PARALLEL to the desk, and he looked at us and gave a satisfied look at me and elaine, upon seeing that, we laugh like siao!! then after that, at one point i turned my head and looked at him, wanting to see what thigs he would do next. then he saw me looking at him and as his pencil box is made of the PVC kind one, if i'm not wrong, the top part like kind of protruded upwards, he used his ball-point pen and pushed it down, then the thing like went to to its former position, he kept pushing it down incessantly, then finally, he put something or whatever on his pencil box so that it wouldn't protrude up and then look at me and elaine and gave those kind of idiotic and satisfied look like tat, no offence though =) after that we kept disturbing him for the rest of the supplementary lesson, bet he next time sure don't wanna sit near us lerh haha!!!

today got listenin examinations, it was okay, i find the english one a little difficult or you can say challenging. it was quite fun though, not the listening, but during the intervals i played with zi fong, xenia, ee lynn etc. the xenia kept on poking me, so damn irritating haha =) then i tickled her back. i came to scool, halfway, it rained, soon it started to pour, chanel's and i first impulse was to run to the void deck very near, there we dried ourselves as we got a little wet while running there. then we reached the part of te void deck where there was no shelter and we had to just run across the pedestrian to school. we waited awhile as i wanted to see if there was anyone who was willing to be our "savior" and share her umbrella with us, saw no people, and we ran. even though it was not really a long distance we were drenched, toally, our clothes were like so damn wet. come back from school also it started to drizzle, me and chanel were like walking fast to prevent getting wet again. by the time i reached home, my clothes were a little wet, but not as wet as when i came to school, but still... wet, ok... damp....
How unlucky, getting drenched/wet, three times in a row in just a few hours.... haiz....
after recess, we went to the hall to assemble and wait for the teachers to bring us to our respective classes for the english listening, after a while when i was teasing Zi Fong, Jonathan ran up to me from the back and mumbled something to me, which i didn't really understand, then ran off, not leaving me a chance to say anything..... *bewildered* *huh?!?!* don't really get what he said, ayway, i think it will be pretty lame....
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Tuesday, September 9, 2008, 2:11 PM
exams in,computer out,play out,television out,homework piling up,more tuition,more supplementary lessons,more assessments,more scoldings,less time,the time is ticking, get prepared,for the exam that was long awaited......*sigh*but after the exams,it will be PLAYTIME!!!it will be different now, instead it will be,exams OUT,computer IN,play IN,television IN,homework ELIMINATED,NO tuition,NO supplementary lessons,NO assessments,LESS scoldings,A WHALE OF A TIME,the time is ENDLESS,get prepared,FOR THE PERIOD AFTER THE PSLES that was long awaited......*YAYS!!!!*let's pick up our books and pens do our revision, do our practices,and we'll be all ready and prepared for the exam's thats round the corner!let's look forward for the period after the exams,we can go totally WILD!!hahahahha......
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Thursday, September 4, 2008, 12:22 PM
//phew//just came back from chinese supplementary, so boring there the listening exercise.
after that raining heavily like siao, until near school at the zebra crossing got flood - looked quite nice or you can sae interesting to me (>.<) was explaining Chanel something after chinese supp. she didn't really understand what we meant...thinking about it... haiz... not that she doesn't understand, its just... till this point i've came to this conclusion - Chanel♥ is much more mature than most of us, in the mind. =D
it may not be a bad thing though -or- you can sae serious in some aspects...=))
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Wednesday, September 3, 2008, 1:24 PM
O_0
argh...2 people knows...wad i'm gonna do??<...>actually do nothing's the bestpretend nothing =DD<...>
but... hard to pretend...
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Tuesday, September 2, 2008, 11:04 PM
die ler... not literally of course =)tmrw one whole string of tuition and stuffi oso haven finish the Elite maths and science homework... damn.... okay...nbm....
----------------->>> tuition hw got alot!!!
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♥ mdm teng's supp. - 9am - 12pm
♥ Elite maths tuition - 5.15pm - 6.45pm
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♥ Elite science tuition - 7.30pm - 9pm
Finally back home...........
home's still the best.... =))
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when school reopens will be even worse
(for the Wednesdays in some part of september,
other days also got tuition but not as much in a line)
♥ school till 12.20pm
♥ mdm teng's supplementary - 1.30pm - 3.30pm
♥ Elite maths - 5.15pm - 6.45pm
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♥ Elite Science - 7.30pm - 9pm
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But, sadly go home also must chiong finish other tuition homework and school's one..... T_T
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Monday, September 1, 2008, 12:11 AM
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Meaningful eh?? my mum got it from dunnoe where for my brother....
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Sunday, August 31, 2008, 12:14 PM
yesterday went to plaza singapura♥ there many people, i went cold storage and sat in the big trolley while reading a storybook>.< on the way there, in front of IMM near the the slope there, wadeva, saw an accident (as in not the crash but AFTER the crash) a motorcycle crashed into a lorry holding many gas tanks - warh lucky nvr explode, explode then die....haha lolz...^.^
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Tuesday, August 26, 2008, 3:32 PM
yearning to go out......yearning to put away my books....yearning to relax.......yearning to play........it will only be after the PSLEs then i would be able to do all this stuff.... sobz.....argh..... prelim jus over now cuming PSLE damn stress larh... mus study hard... no choice.... anywayz hu doesn't wan to score good marks for their PSLE.....hope i can do better compared to my Prelim!!!